Do I tell him or is is best to leave it?

Do not go back down that road. Let go and move on. You are wasting your time. Two years from now, you will be writing the same question. Find some one who you do NOT fight with all. Find some one who thinks you are wonderful 24/7. Keep busy, join a gym, take a Cl, take a trip, join a club, do volunteer work, join a church, do sports, and you will find some really nice people who appreciate you. You must think more of yourself than to go begging back to someone who was not nice in the first place. MOve and on get a life for yourself. Good Luck