Is there a high level programming language that supports pointers and manual memory management?

Hi i have worked with java,C#,C,C++, and,Delphi and found merits to each one i did like the ability to control memory management in C and C++ but their cryptic syntax and having to write alot to accomplish a little was inconvenient to me, as for Delphi it had most of what i needed except the complete lack of doentation i mean its really hard to find online docs for its cles and methods something like the java docs for example, i like C# because its high level and has many built in libraries in the .NET framework that facilitate alot but i dont like the idea of the Garbage collector controlling my heap and also its support for pointers is immature and incomplete, so i need an answer to my main question and if yes please redirect me to website that contains the compile or a full IDE if possible, i appreciate any help you can offer :)